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I am purple, purple is me. I drift in the haze between dusk and dawn, definition is an abstraction. Ambiguity and sanctity. Conundrum. Enigmatic anomaly.

Sartre had it right....

Wed Feb 18, 2009, 12:52 AM
when he said that hell is other people. So yeah... I'm annoyed, really annoyed. With what, you ask? People. Yup. I know I know..that's pretty common. But like, sometimes I get to a point where when someone even sneezes, I want to yell at them and tell them to shut the hell up. Maybe that's crazy, maybe that's cold.. but I know at least one person knows what I'm saying. (And no I don't have anyone in particular in mind. It's just a general sort of reference).

But yeah... so I hate people. This is common knowledge to some folks that know me well enough. It might not be a suprise to others that weren't aware. Now, I like certain individuals, or groups of individuals. Particular people are okay... but the big ole hot mess of them? Nah, no thanks.

It's just like... the littest things get to me sometimes. It all builds up and then BOOM. I'm all like GRRRR f*ck you. Haha.. I'm kind of amused by my own temperament sometimes. I dunno...

THis is totally a pointless rant, and I don't really expect anyone to keep reading as I keep going on. What spurned this little text-based verbal tirade? LIke I said, the little things.

I have a friend who's always passing me links to crappy videos by crappy bands (on youtube, of course). And they're always like "I know you're not really into this kind of music but..." So... you already know I'm not gonna like it? Then WHY THE F*CK are you showing me?! So yeah, most of the time I don't like it, and I say so. And then she gets all butt-hurt. The hell?!? So you feed me this crap, expecting me not to like it, and then are disappointed when your assumptions are correct? Do you like rejection? Good lord. Take your complex elsewhere and leave me alone, thank you. Sheesh.

You know what else really gets me? People who are all depressed and everything and don't do SQUAT about it? I mean... I understand being down, having a hard time. I more than get that. I've been there myself. Hell, I saw some pretty dark days, once upon a time. But...I did something about it. I made efforts to change myself and my life. I took the bad parts and worked on them, and with the proper help I found my way out of the darkness. Sure.. some days are still rough, and I wonder what the hell I'm doing. HOWEVER... people who are do NOTHING but sit around their parents house, not doing a goddamn thing with themselves, depressed about going nowhere... they need to catch a damn clue. MAYBE... just maybe... if you did something with yourself you might get somewhere.

"It's too hard." "I'm already doomed" "There's no point"

Blahblahblahemof*ckinkidwhinningBLAH. Excuses. Please, I don't think so.

So okay... I'm stop there. Enough ranting from me.

Like I said... I don't like people. Maybe you can tell? >_> ...

C'est la vie, and some such like that.

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  • Mood: Annoyed
  • Listening to: Rocket - Polysics
  • Reading: Geosystems
  • Watching: A warped reflection
  • Playing: Animal Crossing (Wii)
  • Eating: A peanut
  • Drinking: Essn Sparkling minneola Tangerine Juice

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Northern California
  • Interests: music, philosophy, guitars, art, literature, photography, anime/manga, etcetcetc
  • Favourite movie: Currently: Juno
  • Favourite band or musician: David Bowie, Smashing Pumpkins, Tori Amos, Sigur Ros, Radiohead, Queen, Led Zeppelin, lots more.
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock type stuff (mostly)
  • Favourite artist: Salvador Dali
  • Favourite poet or writer: Jean-Paul Sartre, Maya Angelou, Alice Walker (and lots more).
  • Favourite style of art: Manga/Anime, Abstract, BW Photography, Pencil Sketch
  • Operating System: Vista (blarg)
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod (Yay for birthday gifts).
  • Wallpaper of choice: Currently: Hare Nochi Guu
  • Favourite game: Harvest Moon series, Ninjatown
  • Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo DS
  • Favourite cartoon character: Guu, Haruko, Gir
  • Tools of the Trade: pencil, color pencil, charcoal, soft pastel, digital tablet

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Comments


:iconbonessasan:
I've seen some of your more recent chibi grafiti and I have to say you're definitely getting better.

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"I wish I could say I planned it . . . " -Naruto
Story of my life, Naruto. Story of my life.
:iconazamithesadist:
Thanks! :) I've been trying to work on technique and whatnot. lol.

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"There is no great genius without some touch of madness." - Seneca
:iconookami2000:
XD
I really like the temple pictures you just put up ^_^
This is the first time I've seen one and I've always wanted to see what one looks like X3

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"The Best Thing About Going Insane, Is The Ride To Get There"
"If My Blade Feels Heavy, It Is Because Your Life Hangs On It"
"Heroes Get Remembered, But Legends Never Die..."
"When Fate Must Be Stood Up To, People Shall ROCK ON!"
:iconazamithesadist:
Thanks. :) Yeah, I'd been to it dozens of times but never took pictures. But when my best friend and I decided to go on the shoot, I decided it was about time. : D

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"There is no great genius without some touch of madness." - Seneca
:iconceliyasha:
Haha... lemon in water.

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And every time he sneezes I believe it's love.
And oh lord.... I'm not ready for this sort of thing.
-Counting Crows
:iconazamithesadist:
xD Yummeh.

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"There is no great genius without some touch of madness." - Seneca
:icondubtron:
*tags* hello pretty lady. you have been tagged so that means you gots to go to my journal.
:iconazamithesadist:
Tagged ey? Well I shall travel to your journal then, fine suh. LOL. :D
:iconceliyasha:
=o

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And there I was spitting on my goldfish, trying to keep it alive...
:iconceliyasha:
O_O

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And there I was spitting on my goldfish, trying to keep it alive...

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